memories between me and her

What's my fault god??
why all this had to happen to me?
when all this will really end?
I was getting tired, my heart was really sick to see all this
I hate the past, the past is so painful
so piercing my heart.

how long will all be running?
when he can understand and appreciate how I feel?
when he can change?

god ..
I loved her dearly, my darling than myself
when she will realize all that I have done for her
to prove that she is one of the most significant and influential in my life
I've tried to be the best for her, doing my very best
but why did she have the heart to hurt me like this?
make the same mistake over and over again? until I felt was no longer able to survive and maintain

now here I just can not keep quiet, lamented all that has happened
perhaps it is time I let go of her forever
I'll let it go
although maybe I'll be very sorry and lose your
but I must be strong and ready to accept the consequences of my decision is
because this may be the best for me and for her

goodbye to my first love
You will be memorable and most beautiful woman in my life.

from * bodoh * to * oon *